E196 - Kevin Sinfield: Why I’ll never stop fighting for my friend Rob

Kevin Sinfield returns to the podcast, after two years, to discuss how his career, mindset and approach to life has changed since Jake and Damian last sat down with him.

Kevin is a rugby coach, currently the defense coach for the England Rugby Union national team. In his career as a player, spanning almost three decades with Leeds Rhinos, Kevin played 521 games for the club, finishing with 3,968 points. As a coach, he was a key part of the World Cup management team that took England back to the World Cup Final in 2017.

In this episode, Kevin shares how Rob Burrow’s diagnosis has changed his life, including finding fulfilment, community and providing hope to others. He discusses his most important lessons as a coach and why it is so crucial to focus on empathy. Jake and Damian catch up on everything they’ve missed in the last two years, including how he gets through the most difficult days, the importance of family and overcoming micro-annoyances.

Kevin’s book The Extra Mile: My Autobiography is available here: https://www.amazon.co.uk/Extra-Mile-My-Autobiography/dp/152990305X

Donate to the Rob Burrow Centre for MND Appeal: https://www.leedshospitalscharity.org.uk/Appeal/mnd-centre-appeal

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### Podcast Episode Summary: Kevin Sinfield's Journey of Resilience, Perspective, and Fulfillment ###


**1. The Power of Perspective:**

- Kevin Sinfield's life took a significant turn when his close friend and former rugby teammate, Rob Burrow, was diagnosed with Motor Neuron Disease (MND). This diagnosis prompted Kevin to reevaluate his priorities and focus on what truly matters in life: family, friends, and making a positive impact.


- Through his experiences with Rob and the MND community, Kevin gained a newfound perspective on life. He realized that the small annoyances and setbacks that often bother us are insignificant compared to the challenges faced by those battling serious illnesses. This perspective shift helped him appreciate the simple joys of life and focus on what truly brings him fulfillment.


**2. Finding Fulfillment in Adversity:**

- Kevin's commitment to supporting Rob and the MND community led him to embark on challenging physical endeavors, such as running long distances to raise awareness and funds for MND research. While these challenges were physically and mentally demanding, Kevin found immense fulfillment in using his platform to make a difference in the lives of others.


- Kevin discovered that pushing himself beyond his limits and stepping outside of his comfort zone brought a sense of accomplishment and purpose. He realized that embracing adversity and using it as an opportunity for growth and self-improvement can lead to personal transformation and a deeper sense of fulfillment.


**3. The Importance of Empathy and Human Connection:**

- Kevin emphasized the crucial role of empathy and human connection in navigating difficult times. He believes that showing compassion and understanding towards others, especially those facing challenges, can make a profound impact on their lives.


- Kevin's experiences taught him that being present for others, listening to their stories, and offering support can create a sense of community and belonging. He encourages individuals to prioritize human interactions and cultivate meaningful relationships, as these connections are essential for overall well-being and happiness.


**4. Overcoming Micro-Annoyances:**

- Kevin acknowledged the common experience of being bothered by minor annoyances and setbacks in everyday life. He shared his strategy for dealing with these micro-annoyances, which involves acknowledging them, finding humor in them, and not letting them consume his thoughts and emotions.


- Kevin believes that by acknowledging and addressing these small frustrations, individuals can prevent them from accumulating and negatively impacting their overall mood and well-being. He encourages people to find ways to laugh at themselves and maintain a sense of perspective, even in the face of minor inconveniences.


**5. The Value of Resilience and Adaptability:**

- Kevin's journey through adversity has taught him the importance of resilience and adaptability. He emphasized that life is full of unexpected challenges and setbacks, and the ability to bounce back and learn from these experiences is crucial for personal growth and success.


- Kevin shared his belief that everyone possesses the inner strength and resilience to overcome challenges. He encouraged individuals to embrace change, step outside of their comfort zones, and view setbacks as opportunities for growth and self-improvement.

**The High Performance Podcast with Kevin Sinfield: A Journey of Resilience, Empathy, and Friendship**

In this episode, the podcast revisits Kevin Sinfield, a former rugby player and current defense coach for the England Rugby Union national team. Two years after his previous appearance, Kevin returns to share how his life, mindset, and approach have evolved since then.

**Rob Burrow's Impact and Finding Fulfillment:**

Kevin's life took a significant turn following his friend and former teammate Rob Burrow's diagnosis with motor neurone disease (MND). This life-changing event led Kevin to find fulfillment, community, and a sense of purpose in providing hope to others.

**Empathy as a Crucial Coaching Lesson:**

As a coach, Kevin emphasizes the importance of empathy. He believes that understanding and connecting with players on a personal level is essential for effective leadership and team success.

**Overcoming Difficult Days and Micro-Annoyances:**

Kevin acknowledges that there are challenging days in life, but he emphasizes the importance of perseverance and finding ways to overcome these difficulties. He also shares his strategy for dealing with micro-annoyances by addressing them directly and not letting them accumulate.

**The Power of Friendship and Family:**

Kevin highlights the significance of strong friendships and family support in navigating life's challenges. He expresses his gratitude for the unwavering support he has received from his loved ones, especially during difficult times.

**Kevin's Advice to His Younger Self:**

If he could go back in time, Kevin would advise his younger self to enjoy successes more fully and savor the good times. He acknowledges his tendency to quickly move on to the next challenge and struggles with accepting praise.

**The Importance of Cherishing Friendships:**

Kevin emphasizes the importance of nurturing and cherishing friendships. He believes that strong connections with friends can make life more fulfilling and easier to navigate, especially during challenging times.

**Memento Mori: A Reminder of Mortality:**

Kevin shares his favorite phrase, "Memento Mori" (remember you will die), as a reminder of the brevity of life. He encourages listeners to use this reminder to make the most of their time and live life to the fullest.

**The Selfless Act of Giving and Receiving:**

Kevin discusses the reciprocal nature of giving and receiving support. He believes that while offering help to others, he also gains strength and inspiration from their resilience.

**The Power of Selflessness and Humility:**

Kevin's selfless approach to helping Rob Burrow and others suffering from MND has resonated with many people. His humility and self-deprecating nature make his message even more compelling and inspiring.

**The Importance of Being a Good Friend:**

The podcast highlights the importance of being a good friend, especially during challenging times. Kevin's actions serve as an example of how one person can make a significant difference in the lives of others.

**Additional Resources:**

- Kevin Sinfield's book, The Extra Mile: My Autobiography
- Donate to the Rob Burrow Centre for MND Appeal

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[00:11.720 -> 00:17.040] fascinating people. We remind you that your version of high performance is already within.
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[00:48.800 -> 00:54.560] friends disappear, family members stop visiting. And I thought, I'm not doing that. I'll be with
[00:54.560 -> 01:02.720] him every step and he'll always know that I'm there. My job is to try and get from A to B
[01:03.280 -> 01:05.880] in one piece, to try and raise a load of
[01:05.880 -> 01:11.160] money so that the specialists and surgeons and the best MND people across
[01:11.160 -> 01:14.520] the UK can get their heads together and try and find a cure. And for those who
[01:14.520 -> 01:19.800] don't know what we did was run around the number seven, we run 7k an hour and
[01:19.800 -> 01:22.800] whatever we left in the hour we had as a break and we went every hour on the hour
[01:22.800 -> 01:25.560] and we got a member of the MND community
[01:25.560 -> 01:28.480] to ring a bell one minute before a start,
[01:28.480 -> 01:30.680] to let us know exactly why we're there.
[01:30.680 -> 01:33.000] We heard their story, it fueled us to go.
[01:33.880 -> 01:36.960] This family is, I think they've shown us,
[01:36.960 -> 01:38.680] because they've been so public as well,
[01:38.680 -> 01:40.360] they've shown us what living is.
[01:40.360 -> 01:42.560] Sometimes we lose track of what's important
[01:42.560 -> 01:44.880] and how we make the most out of the time we get here.
[01:44.880 -> 01:48.440] We don't get a long time, so how do we use it?
[01:48.440 -> 01:50.160] I think they've shown us all what living is
[01:50.160 -> 01:52.280] and how to make the most of your time.
[01:52.280 -> 01:56.240] And I'd also say, I think they've shown us all what love is.
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[01:59.520 -> 02:02.280] We sat down with Kevin at Twickenham just a few days ago,
[02:02.280 -> 02:05.320] actually, straight after their Premiership Rugby final.
[02:05.320 -> 02:09.720] So apologies for some of the noise that you might hear in the background. But what a conversation
[02:09.720 -> 02:15.520] this was. It was so wide ranging, topics that Kevin isn't often asked about. But of course,
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[02:19.920 -> 02:25.080] support of Rob Burrow. He also shares why he would have done it for any of his former
[02:25.080 -> 02:30.000] teammates. We discussed the fact that quitting can sometimes be a positive, how he deals
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[05:47.000 -> 05:55.760] Well Kevin, welcome back to High Performance. Thank you. So when we last met, it was two
[05:55.760 -> 06:01.000] years ago, when we spoke in those days that we were having to do it over Zoom, weren't
[06:01.000 -> 06:04.440] we? And we asked you at the start of the interview, what is your version of high performance?
[06:04.440 -> 06:05.820] And the two things you picked out
[06:05.820 -> 06:08.660] was getting the best out of yourself and others
[06:08.660 -> 06:10.240] and taking risks.
[06:10.240 -> 06:13.980] So two years on, if I ask you, what is high performance?
[06:13.980 -> 06:14.820] Is it the same?
[06:14.820 -> 06:15.640] Has it changed?
[06:15.640 -> 06:17.140] Has it evolved?
[06:17.140 -> 06:19.380] Probably pretty similar in my answer.
[06:19.380 -> 06:20.420] Getting the best out of myself,
[06:20.420 -> 06:22.140] getting the best out of those around me.
[06:22.140 -> 06:26.320] Since that day we were on last time, obviously
[06:26.320 -> 06:31.560] things have changed a little bit for me. Certainly taking risks, took a few of those, but find
[06:31.560 -> 06:37.840] myself now more hands-on with the players and within a coaching team, so I would certainly
[06:37.840 -> 06:42.560] still say getting the best out of others and myself is really important.
[06:42.560 -> 06:46.200] And you're really well known now as well for all the hard work that you've done
[06:46.200 -> 06:49.040] for motor neurone disease, for Rob Burrow and his family.
[06:49.040 -> 06:52.320] I wonder whether how close you've become to that world
[06:52.320 -> 06:54.960] in the last few years has maybe altered a bit
[06:54.960 -> 06:56.920] of your perspective on life, which I guess in turn
[06:56.920 -> 06:59.960] alters maybe your perspective on high performance as well.
[06:59.960 -> 07:03.260] Yeah, I think a lot massively changed,
[07:03.260 -> 07:05.840] but everything I've changed too,
[07:05.840 -> 07:07.600] I already had an element of.
[07:07.600 -> 07:09.480] And what I mean by that is,
[07:09.480 -> 07:12.880] I was a captain for pretty much since I was 10.
[07:12.880 -> 07:14.760] The first thing I did 13 years at the Rhinos,
[07:14.760 -> 07:17.600] and part of your job is to care and look after people
[07:17.600 -> 07:20.840] and make sure the team is in the best place possible.
[07:20.840 -> 07:22.280] This has been an extension of that.
[07:22.280 -> 07:24.640] And when you finish playing,
[07:24.640 -> 07:26.360] life takes a massive shift
[07:26.360 -> 07:28.800] because in many ways you're lost and you're starting again
[07:28.800 -> 07:31.000] and you try to find an identity
[07:31.000 -> 07:34.720] and trying to find, the big word I'd use is fulfillment.
[07:34.720 -> 07:38.280] Where do you get that in this next period, this next chapter?
[07:38.280 -> 07:40.480] And I was really conscious that rugby
[07:40.480 -> 07:42.320] wouldn't define the rest of my life.
[07:42.320 -> 07:45.520] So you start again at 35 and trying to work out
[07:45.520 -> 07:46.840] which path to go down.
[07:46.840 -> 07:50.440] Now, I feel very fortunate because I know why I'm here,
[07:50.440 -> 07:53.400] know why I'm on this earth, and that's to help people.
[07:53.400 -> 07:57.440] Unfortunately, it took a massive, terrible, tragic event
[07:57.440 -> 07:58.960] for me to work out what that was,
[07:58.960 -> 08:01.320] and that was Rob being diagnosed
[08:01.320 -> 08:04.360] and the work we've been able to do for the MND community
[08:04.360 -> 08:05.520] ever since that point and for Rob and the work we've been able to do for the MND community ever since that point and for
[08:05.520 -> 08:12.560] Rob and the family. Unfortunately for me it took a massive shift like that to really grab hold of
[08:12.560 -> 08:19.200] what came next. I've had so much fulfilment from trying to help this wonderful community of people
[08:19.200 -> 08:25.040] who for many years have had this illness has been swept under the carpet and they've been lost.
[08:25.040 -> 08:28.400] They've had to deal with the challenges this disease throws at them on their own.
[08:29.280 -> 08:34.640] So being able to try and provide a bit of hope to that community, they're a beautiful community,
[08:34.640 -> 08:40.320] they are so tough, like mentally tough, fighters, warriors, the absolute best of us,
[08:40.320 -> 08:48.000] but they've got a spirit and a humour about them that is, it's the best of us. And that's gripped me and I'm passionate about it.
[08:48.000 -> 08:50.360] And actually it's massively helped me coaching.
[08:50.360 -> 08:53.200] Like when you think I'm shifting my job as well,
[08:53.200 -> 08:54.880] having gone through some of the things I've gone through
[08:54.880 -> 08:56.360] the last three and a half years,
[08:56.360 -> 08:59.080] you add to that the experience from rugby that I had,
[08:59.080 -> 09:01.520] you know, means I have a pretty fulfilling life
[09:01.520 -> 09:02.440] at the minute.
[09:02.440 -> 09:04.240] So maybe we should talk about that then,
[09:04.240 -> 09:07.480] how what you've done and seen
[09:07.480 -> 09:09.960] has impacted the work you do elsewhere,
[09:09.960 -> 09:12.240] your rugby coaching, because that's very interesting.
[09:12.240 -> 09:15.440] Yeah, so Rob got diagnosed,
[09:15.440 -> 09:17.880] and a couple of days after his diagnosis
[09:17.880 -> 09:21.720] and he went public, we went to see Doddy up in Carlisle,
[09:21.720 -> 09:22.560] and he was brilliant, like,
[09:22.560 -> 09:25.440] he was one of the best meetings I've been at.
[09:25.440 -> 09:31.520] A sad meeting but a really uplifting meeting. I had 6 foot 10 Doddy Weir stood next to 5 foot 4
[09:31.520 -> 09:35.840] and a quarter Rob Burrott and it would comical the picture we've got and it still makes me laugh
[09:35.840 -> 09:45.000] today. We've got these two absolute warriors and champions in different sports who come together in horrific circumstances,
[09:45.120 -> 09:50.120] but actually Doddy's impact on me and Rob,
[09:50.360 -> 09:51.480] Rob in particular that day,
[09:51.480 -> 09:55.080] but a friendship was born for Doddy and I too.
[09:55.080 -> 09:56.880] And then a car journey home,
[09:56.880 -> 09:58.860] which you do what any mate would do,
[09:58.860 -> 10:01.000] which is how much do you need?
[10:01.000 -> 10:02.800] Like we've been rugby league players,
[10:02.800 -> 10:04.840] so that means you have a brilliant lifestyle,
[10:04.840 -> 10:07.320] but you don't have enough money to carry you through
[10:07.320 -> 10:08.160] the rest of your life.
[10:08.160 -> 10:08.980] You're gonna have to work again.
[10:08.980 -> 10:11.360] And there's something special about that, by the way,
[10:11.360 -> 10:12.360] that I really do.
[10:12.360 -> 10:15.520] I think there's something really important for us
[10:15.520 -> 10:18.680] as sports people to know that you have to go again
[10:18.680 -> 10:20.080] and you can't just rest on your laurels.
[10:20.080 -> 10:22.200] There's a challenge set down for you.
[10:22.200 -> 10:23.400] Part of that journey home,
[10:23.400 -> 10:25.080] it was a bit teary between the two of us
[10:25.080 -> 10:28.000] and we agreed on an amount of money
[10:28.000 -> 10:31.600] and I promised him by Christmas 2020,
[10:31.600 -> 10:33.920] he'd wake up Christmas morning with that amount of money
[10:33.920 -> 10:36.200] so that he didn't have to worry himself
[10:36.200 -> 10:39.280] or concern himself with financial aspects
[10:39.280 -> 10:40.760] of being a family man.
[10:40.760 -> 10:42.360] All he had to concern himself with
[10:42.360 -> 10:45.120] was living his life to the full and
[10:45.120 -> 10:49.240] at that stage we didn't know how long Rob would be here. The stats are 50% die
[10:49.240 -> 10:53.560] within the first two years, third die in the first 12 months so he's staring down
[10:53.560 -> 10:56.200] the barrel but not quite sure when someone's gonna pull the trigger on him.
[10:56.200 -> 11:02.160] So brilliantly the club, the Rhinos and our former team start to set some
[11:02.160 -> 11:06.000] fundraising activity up for him and loads of the players did different things
[11:06.000 -> 11:14.000] but there was two big things in particular. Jamie Jones shared his testimonial game, we played Bradford, 20,000 people, live on Sky Sports
[11:14.000 -> 11:22.000] and some of the old boys put the boots on for a couple of minutes, Rob played for about five minutes at the end, it was a really touching, emotional moment.
[11:22.000 -> 11:25.520] And they also ran a big gala dinner, probably the biggest dinner the club had ever done.
[11:25.520 -> 11:27.520] Sports stars from all over the UK supported.
[11:27.520 -> 11:29.640] There was jerseys coming in from all different,
[11:29.640 -> 11:32.720] football, rugby, netball, like the jerseys coming in,
[11:32.720 -> 11:34.640] and it were a fantastic day.
[11:34.640 -> 11:37.320] And then as we know, COVID hit.
[11:37.320 -> 11:39.960] We then find ourselves in lockdown
[11:39.960 -> 11:43.740] and watch COVID destroy families
[11:43.740 -> 11:45.960] and businesses across the UK.
[11:45.960 -> 11:47.360] But we get to September
[11:47.360 -> 11:49.120] and I'm scratching my head a little bit.
[11:49.120 -> 11:52.320] So I'm rung for it at this stage
[11:52.320 -> 11:54.800] because in our hour a day that we all got
[11:54.800 -> 11:57.520] where we could go outside, I've been running.
[11:58.320 -> 12:02.360] And I'm conscious that I made Rob a promise
[12:02.360 -> 12:05.880] that by Christmas he'd have this money and he was short.
[12:05.880 -> 12:08.040] So I'm like, I'm gonna have to do something.
[12:08.040 -> 12:09.680] I'll run.
[12:09.680 -> 12:12.880] And you start to go, well, what can it be?
[12:12.880 -> 12:14.440] So obviously Rob's number seven,
[12:14.440 -> 12:18.040] and we go, I'm gonna do seven marathons in seven days.
[12:18.040 -> 12:19.600] They're all under four hours,
[12:19.600 -> 12:22.680] because we could do six or seven or eight hours,
[12:22.680 -> 12:25.120] but actually for people to get behind us and support,
[12:25.120 -> 12:27.720] they need to understand that most people
[12:27.720 -> 12:29.400] don't run a marathon under four hours,
[12:29.400 -> 12:31.440] so we'll do all seven under four,
[12:31.440 -> 12:34.760] try and raise 77,777.
[12:34.760 -> 12:37.140] And that was the start.
[12:37.140 -> 12:40.160] That was the start of then we get the challenge done.
[12:41.220 -> 12:43.480] And I felt like the Ready Brett man,
[12:43.480 -> 12:44.760] the team were fantastic.
[12:44.760 -> 12:46.080] There were six of us.
[12:46.080 -> 12:48.520] We couldn't have more than six because of the COVID protocol.
[12:48.520 -> 12:50.280] Now I was working as a director of Rugby at Leeds,
[12:50.280 -> 12:53.880] so I knew the professional protocol for a COVID team.
[12:53.880 -> 12:55.240] We got tested two days before,
[12:55.240 -> 12:58.600] set out and put these runs together at the back of my car.
[12:58.600 -> 13:03.200] Very raw and real, no real science behind it,
[13:03.200 -> 13:07.840] but we give it a crack, we got it done and I think by
[13:07.840 -> 13:15.440] the end of day 7 we were at 1.4 million, currently sit now for that first one just over 2.7 million,
[13:15.440 -> 13:20.640] so like the response was incredible. BBC Breakfast did a great job with Sally, Claire and Freddie
[13:20.640 -> 13:28.220] and Sport got behind us, the M&D community got behind us and we probably got a sweet spot in the row up to Christmas.
[13:28.220 -> 13:30.360] Everyone had a few extra quid in the pocket
[13:30.360 -> 13:31.800] because they'd been on furlough
[13:31.800 -> 13:32.960] and they hadn't been able to spend the money,
[13:32.960 -> 13:35.400] so I supported it and it,
[13:35.400 -> 13:38.600] at that moment I knew I had to do something different
[13:38.600 -> 13:39.440] with my life.
[13:39.440 -> 13:41.320] See, but what I find remarkable about this, Kev,
[13:41.320 -> 13:43.960] is that there's a narrative taken hold now
[13:43.960 -> 13:50.200] that you're doing it for your best mate Rob and I know that like Jamie Jones Buchanan is
[13:50.200 -> 13:55.120] your best mate I know how close that bond is between you and him so Rob was
[13:55.120 -> 13:58.640] always a bit of a home bird in that group that he was very close with Lindsay
[13:58.640 -> 14:04.000] and his own family so the thing I find remarkable is you'd have done this for
[14:04.000 -> 14:05.000] any of that group, wouldn't you?
[14:05.000 -> 14:09.000] It wasn't because he was your best mate, it was because he was a teammate.
[14:09.000 -> 14:17.000] And what I'll try and stress to people is mine and Rob's friendship isn't unique within that group.
[14:17.000 -> 14:19.000] There's probably, as you know, Damien, right?
[14:19.000 -> 14:25.040] There's eight, nine, maybe 10 blokes who played together across that 15-year period who I knew
[14:25.040 -> 14:31.200] that at any moment we would send the Batman sign up and the lads would come and do
[14:31.200 -> 14:37.700] their bit and fundraise and that's the beauty of being in a team sport where
[14:37.700 -> 14:42.360] you've been through some brilliant times together but also some pretty rough ones
[14:42.360 -> 14:45.260] and I think that's a great thing about rugby.
[14:45.260 -> 14:50.260] I've either called because I've found that out as well since since being across in rugby union.
[14:50.680 -> 14:53.200] The people are very very special now.
[14:54.040 -> 14:58.240] I'm gonna include the women's game in this and the girls game because I've seen it there too.
[14:58.240 -> 15:05.600] It's just as powerful within that element of the game too. So I think those who've played rugby
[15:06.300 -> 15:08.000] end up with a really special bond.
[15:08.500 -> 15:11.100] But let me ask you, because what you're describing
[15:11.100 -> 15:14.300] is like a really special alchemy that you see that,
[15:14.300 -> 15:16.000] and I think it has a really visceral effect.
[15:16.000 -> 15:18.000] People are really moved by it.
[15:18.500 -> 15:22.100] And yet there's coaches, there's support staff
[15:22.400 -> 15:25.160] that go a career looking to create that.
[15:25.160 -> 15:26.240] And yet you've seen it.
[15:26.240 -> 15:30.040] So tell us a little bit about how that kind of team spirit of having each
[15:30.040 -> 15:33.640] other's back through adversity, how do you develop it?
[15:34.520 -> 15:36.640] It was never something we really talked about.
[15:37.400 -> 15:42.880] I think what helped was the core group of that team came through together.
[15:43.000 -> 15:47.680] So we've known each other since we were 12, 13, 14.
[15:47.680 -> 15:54.400] And then within that, we probably came into the team when there was no baggage. The club
[15:54.400 -> 16:03.320] hadn't won trophies for 30 odd years. Suddenly we won one. And then the momentum and lads
[16:03.320 -> 16:06.000] got offered a lot more money to take contracts at other clubs,
[16:06.000 -> 16:11.000] turned it down because they wanted to stay together and then the longer you are together
[16:11.000 -> 16:14.000] and the more times you play together and you win trophies together and
[16:14.000 -> 16:20.000] there's another one knock a big deal back and stays, it just tightens up and tightens up and tightens up.
[16:20.000 -> 16:28.960] And I feel very fortunate that my experience from playing in a team was a brilliant one because
[16:28.960 -> 16:34.000] some like-minded guys decided they were going to work incredibly hard for each other.
[16:34.000 -> 16:38.240] In the bigger moments in games, I knew at times we weren't the best team and I look
[16:38.240 -> 16:41.200] at opposition teams who are playing in finals or whatever and go, they're better than us
[16:41.200 -> 16:45.000] but what they don't have is the spirit we have. The best way I can sum that up is you knew that if you made a mistake, someone would ond ddweud y gwir, mae'r sgwrs ni, ac y ffordd gallaf ei ddysgu yw,
[16:45.000 -> 16:47.000] roedd yn gwybod y byddwch chi wedi gwneud y gwir,
[16:47.000 -> 16:50.000] roedd rhywun yn eich gwrthi'n ôl, ac nid bob tîm yn ei gael.
[16:50.000 -> 16:52.000] Felly os yw'r coaches yn clywed yma,
[16:52.000 -> 16:56.000] ydy'r coaches o'r tîm ffotbol o'r oedran 10 oed,
[16:56.000 -> 16:59.000] neu ydy'r coach o'r tîm elit,
[16:59.000 -> 17:02.000] yn dweud, dweud wrthym y pethau y gallwn eu defnyddio
[17:02.000 -> 17:05.240] i geisio gynnal y cwltur y mae pobl yn cael eich un arall i'w gael a'u gweld ar eich un arall, oherwydd dyna'r pethau y mae'n cael eu gwneud. a coach of an elite team saying, tell me some of the tips that I could use
[17:05.240 -> 17:06.800] to try and generate that culture
[17:06.800 -> 17:08.160] where people have each other's back
[17:08.160 -> 17:09.400] and look out for each other.
[17:09.400 -> 17:11.680] Cause that's what you're doing now with Steven,
[17:11.680 -> 17:12.960] the England team too.
[17:12.960 -> 17:16.920] The really easy way is you reward what you see
[17:16.920 -> 17:18.640] or the good things you see.
[17:18.640 -> 17:21.440] So if you're in games, someone makes a mistake,
[17:21.440 -> 17:23.200] yet somebody then runs 60 meters
[17:23.200 -> 17:24.800] to make a cover tackle in a corner,
[17:24.800 -> 17:28.640] save a try, right, reward it. stick it up on the big screen in front
[17:28.640 -> 17:34.260] of everyone, tell everyone how important it is and you keep rewarding and making a big
[17:34.260 -> 17:39.760] deal about the behaviors you want to see. We'd have had that with a number of
[17:39.760 -> 17:44.920] coaches I had. That's when you really rely on each other in games of rugby
[17:44.920 -> 17:45.680] I'd say, in football and netball, most invasion games's when you really rely on each other in games of rugby, I'd say, in football
[17:45.680 -> 17:50.280] and netball, most invasion games, when you defend for each other, that's where you see
[17:50.280 -> 17:55.360] it. Now, we did have some, Rob was a brilliant attacking player, Danny Maguire was a brilliant
[17:55.360 -> 18:00.000] attacking player and they'd turn up on players when they'd just sniff it and see it. It'd
[18:00.000 -> 18:04.440] be really hard to coach that I think because you just had a natural feel, whereas defensively,
[18:04.440 -> 18:06.240] yeah, you can definitely coach it.
[18:06.240 -> 18:08.800] And lads want to be praised.
[18:08.800 -> 18:10.240] The vast majority of us want to be praised,
[18:10.240 -> 18:12.520] want to be told we're good at something,
[18:12.520 -> 18:16.040] or so by rewarding that, you tend to get it.
[18:16.040 -> 18:19.280] The truth is though, that rugby remains a tough sport,
[18:19.280 -> 18:21.400] right, where the hard decisions are made.
[18:21.400 -> 18:24.280] So can we talk about when you decided to leave Leeds
[18:24.280 -> 18:27.720] and you got frozen out and the head coach was like,
[18:27.720 -> 18:30.040] not happening when you walked away from rugby league.
[18:30.040 -> 18:32.160] How did you react to that?
[18:32.160 -> 18:34.080] And I wonder whether you'd react in a different way now
[18:34.080 -> 18:36.160] after everything that's happened.
[18:36.160 -> 18:39.360] Well, I feel like I'm a pretty fortunate one here, Jay,
[18:39.360 -> 18:41.440] because I got back in the team.
[18:41.440 -> 18:44.200] So I got left out and I was staring down the barrel of going,
[18:44.200 -> 18:45.760] this is over for me.
[18:45.760 -> 18:47.080] It's my 13th year as captain.
[18:47.080 -> 18:49.680] And what had been said to you, was it just silence or?
[18:49.680 -> 18:52.960] No, there's a chapter in the book about it.
[18:52.960 -> 18:55.480] Now, the coach at the time, Brian McDermott,
[18:55.480 -> 18:58.760] who I get on famously with, we're good friends.
[18:58.760 -> 19:01.080] I think it happens in most teams where
[19:01.080 -> 19:10.120] there can be a coach player breakdown or a coach captain. Sadly for us at the time he would probably argue and I'm sure he would
[19:10.120 -> 19:15.260] that I weren't playing well enough. My comeback and that would be for what my
[19:15.260 -> 19:19.320] game was at that stage in the last few years of my career. It looked very
[19:19.320 -> 19:24.300] different too early on so I was more get the team around the field but I knew I
[19:24.300 -> 19:25.920] could get more out of every player
[19:25.920 -> 19:27.040] than anyone else could.
[19:27.040 -> 19:29.040] So if you were a six out of 10, I'd get a seven.
[19:29.040 -> 19:31.280] If you were a seven out of 10, I'd get you to an eight.
[19:31.280 -> 19:34.240] So being left out and the conversation,
[19:34.240 -> 19:35.960] it makes me smile when I look back on it
[19:35.960 -> 19:38.400] because when you're 17, 18, 19,
[19:38.400 -> 19:40.200] you're trying to get into a team,
[19:40.200 -> 19:43.160] you're looking for a lot, you're observing the coach,
[19:43.160 -> 19:45.600] you're observing behaviours, you're observing conversations. So it's not hard to work out when you're looking for a lot, you're observing the coach, you're observing behaviours, you're observing conversations.
[19:45.600 -> 19:50.560] So it's not hard to work out when you're at a game of rugby league, there's 13 players.
[19:50.560 -> 19:56.240] The coach comes into the gym on selection day and he speaks to his 13 guys.
[19:56.240 -> 20:01.920] Then he picks his four subs and you see him grab and you tend to have a good idea who's been picked.
[20:01.920 -> 20:05.000] That particular day, it was a Friday afternoon,
[20:05.000 -> 20:07.560] Brian named a 13 in the team meeting.
[20:07.560 -> 20:08.640] I wasn't in it.
[20:08.640 -> 20:11.520] We go out onto the field and again,
[20:11.520 -> 20:13.560] I feel like I'm 34 at this point,
[20:13.560 -> 20:16.760] but I feel like I'm 18 because I'm watching the coach
[20:16.760 -> 20:18.160] and looking for the signals.
[20:18.160 -> 20:20.240] But in my gut, I knew, I had a feeling
[20:20.240 -> 20:21.520] he's not going to pick me this week.
[20:21.520 -> 20:24.960] And I saw him call four other players over
[20:24.960 -> 20:25.080] and then call me over as number five. And I saw him call four other players over
[20:25.080 -> 20:27.320] and then call me over as number five.
[20:27.320 -> 20:29.600] And I knew, I knew what would come in.
[20:29.600 -> 20:32.960] And the conversation was pretty direct.
[20:32.960 -> 20:34.400] No eye contact.
[20:34.400 -> 20:35.720] Don't need you this week.
[20:35.720 -> 20:36.680] Don't need you next week.
[20:36.680 -> 20:39.040] We play a loose field at home in the cup.
[20:39.040 -> 20:42.400] The week after we play OK ROA, still no eye contact.
[20:42.400 -> 20:43.240] I might need you.
[20:44.280 -> 20:46.980] So I was like, right, okay, what do you want me to do?
[20:47.920 -> 20:51.280] And he said, not bothered, don't care.
[20:51.280 -> 20:55.240] At that point, you're sort of in a bit of a tailspin.
[20:55.240 -> 20:56.280] Best way I can describe it,
[20:56.280 -> 20:58.880] the bloke on lock, stock and two smoking barrels,
[20:58.880 -> 21:00.840] blows all his money and he comes down them stairs
[21:00.840 -> 21:03.920] knowing he's lost, that were me at that point.
[21:03.920 -> 21:05.680] 34 year old going, I'm done here, this is how it's lost. That were me at that point. 34 year old going,
[21:11.600 -> 21:17.280] I'm done here. This is how it's going to end. The following day I go in, the lads who were playing the games on the Sunday are given Saturday off and I go in and train with those who aren't playing,
[21:17.280 -> 21:24.080] so 17, 18, 19, 20 year olds. And actually it was brilliant for me in terms of connecting with
[21:24.080 -> 21:28.800] those guys. Those guys had never seen me drop before, thought were untouchable.
[21:28.800 -> 21:30.800] Then suddenly I'm in doing fitness.
[21:30.800 -> 21:32.800] Did you talk about it and use it as an opportunity to...
[21:32.800 -> 21:36.800] I did later on, but at that point I didn't open up.
[21:36.800 -> 21:39.800] As I started to get back into the team, things started to...
[21:39.800 -> 21:43.800] Yes, but then I started to speak to him about it.
[21:43.800 -> 21:46.400] And on the Sunday I went to watch with my son.
[21:47.080 -> 21:49.720] The team got pumped pretty heavily at Widness.
[21:51.200 -> 21:54.160] The following morning, we go in, non-playing players are doing fitness.
[21:54.760 -> 21:56.200] Those who've played are on recovery.
[21:56.920 -> 22:01.000] Brian's coach's office window opens and asks if I've got a minute.
[22:01.680 -> 22:04.840] The guy who's running the conditioning session says, yep, you can go up.
[22:08.760 -> 22:11.080] Go back into the training ground. Take my time, by the way, take my time.
[22:11.080 -> 22:13.160] Take my boots off.
[22:13.160 -> 22:17.360] Saw him to his room, sit in his office,
[22:17.360 -> 22:21.320] and he tells me he may need me this week.
[22:21.320 -> 22:23.080] And that's it, back in.
[22:23.080 -> 22:25.800] And how quickly things can change.
[22:25.800 -> 22:28.480] So sort of two and a half, three days earlier,
[22:29.520 -> 22:31.320] and your mind's spinning, your head's everywhere
[22:31.320 -> 22:32.600] going, I'm done here.
[22:32.600 -> 22:34.200] This is, and then suddenly you're back in
[22:34.200 -> 22:37.800] and we finished the season, we win the treble.
[22:37.800 -> 22:40.120] See, famously, you did go on that final game
[22:40.120 -> 22:42.520] to win the League Leaders Trophy,
[22:42.520 -> 22:44.920] was special in its own right,
[22:44.920 -> 22:45.600] but you'd already done the
[22:45.600 -> 22:51.360] Challenge Cup and then the Grand Final. How much of what had happened with Brian was a
[22:51.360 -> 22:56.480] fuel for you in those last few games to go on and do the treble?
[22:56.480 -> 23:01.360] From the minute I got back in the team, which was the cup game, I was like, you will never
[23:01.360 -> 23:08.480] leave me out again. I'll show you. And what I did, I knew every single
[23:08.480 -> 23:14.620] minute I had left to play. I knew how many training sessions I had. And it's quite sad
[23:14.620 -> 23:19.120] when I think of it like this now because I always loved training, I loved playing, but
[23:19.120 -> 23:24.280] I was counting down so that I was going to finish with a grand final win. And that was
[23:24.280 -> 23:27.160] my target, but I was absolutely adamant.
[23:27.160 -> 23:29.040] I would never lose my spot.
[23:29.040 -> 23:30.360] And now that you are a coach
[23:30.360 -> 23:32.400] and you're working with England,
[23:32.400 -> 23:34.480] how do you reflect on the no eye contact thing?
[23:34.480 -> 23:37.400] Cause that clearly still sits with you.
[23:37.400 -> 23:40.520] I understand that it was difficult for him.
[23:40.520 -> 23:43.320] I do understand, you know, he's dropping his captain.
[23:43.320 -> 23:49.440] There was a fair amount of pressure on him. There'd have been a amount of flak I suspect as well from those who were really loyal to
[23:49.440 -> 23:53.760] you because you'd been there so long. The fact it ended the way it did makes it really
[23:53.760 -> 24:01.800] easy to be good friends and to be able to chat things through and try and understand.
[24:01.800 -> 24:06.120] So as a coach there's a couple of things. Treat people as you want to be treated.
[24:06.120 -> 24:08.720] And my big strength, I think,
[24:08.720 -> 24:11.480] is never forget what it's like to put your boots on.
[24:11.480 -> 24:12.440] And I remember that.
[24:12.440 -> 24:14.560] So every conversation I have with a player,
[24:14.560 -> 24:15.880] treat them as I want to be treated,
[24:15.880 -> 24:17.920] and then also try and put myself in their shoes
[24:17.920 -> 24:21.680] and understand exactly where it sits from,
[24:21.680 -> 24:22.960] what their viewpoint is,
[24:22.960 -> 24:26.400] and so that I can try and communicate in a certain way
[24:26.400 -> 24:29.800] that lands and we still get an improvement that day.
[24:29.800 -> 24:30.640] Yeah.
[24:30.640 -> 24:32.400] I love the phrase that what is hard for you
[24:32.400 -> 24:34.200] isn't necessarily bad for you.
[24:34.200 -> 24:35.780] And there is an argument that this was obviously hard
[24:35.780 -> 24:38.360] for you, but all these years later,
[24:38.360 -> 24:39.680] it probably makes you a better coach
[24:39.680 -> 24:40.520] for the fact that you went through this.
[24:40.520 -> 24:42.240] If you just sailed through a playing career
[24:42.240 -> 24:44.520] and never experienced what it's like to be a player
[24:44.520 -> 24:50.360] being dropped or removed from the group or sort of probably
[24:50.360 -> 24:53.440] made to feel embarrassed, I guess, going and playing with those young guys when you're
[24:53.440 -> 24:58.920] the captain and you're like the main leader in the team, that's given you a real power
[24:58.920 -> 25:02.560] now to understand, you know, players going through that.
[25:02.560 -> 25:07.600] They were the most formative experiences that I got.
[25:07.600 -> 25:08.720] The tough ones.
[25:08.720 -> 25:11.280] They're the bits that let you know what you're made of,
[25:11.280 -> 25:12.720] let you find out what character you've got.
[25:12.720 -> 25:14.320] Not the one, the trophy lifts,
[25:14.320 -> 25:16.080] not the ones in when you're winning by 50
[25:16.080 -> 25:18.440] and you just got to do your bit.
[25:18.440 -> 25:20.680] Actually, when you're backed into a corner,
[25:20.680 -> 25:21.880] when you've got to come out and fight
[25:21.880 -> 25:22.920] and show what you're about,
[25:22.920 -> 25:24.240] they were the moments that,
[25:24.240 -> 25:25.480] and I had a number of them,
[25:25.480 -> 25:26.320] I had a lot of them.
[25:26.320 -> 25:28.240] Like everyone thinks, oh, you've won all these trophies,
[25:28.240 -> 25:29.440] you did this, you did that.
[25:29.440 -> 25:30.440] Yeah.
[25:30.440 -> 25:33.160] My career, there's a lot of fight and adversity
[25:33.160 -> 25:34.960] and tough moments where you go,
[25:34.960 -> 25:36.720] people probably think, oh, you just brushed that off,
[25:36.720 -> 25:39.360] but you know, could drop for a cup final when I'm 19.
[25:40.360 -> 25:42.600] Lost five Challenge Cup finals.
[25:42.600 -> 25:50.560] The only captain in history to have done it. There's only other player by the way who sits alongside me as losing all five and it's Rob Barrow
[25:51.760 -> 25:53.200] Getting dropped it
[25:53.200 -> 26:00.920] You know in 2015 when actually everybody looks at 2015 and says this would it should be the best year e career
[26:00.920 -> 26:03.840] You win the treble the club had never done it in 125 years
[26:01.200 -> 26:02.120] Best year of your career. You win the treble.
[26:02.120 -> 26:04.760] The club had never done it in 125 years.
[26:04.760 -> 26:06.520] I'd say I don't look at it like that at all.
[26:06.520 -> 26:09.840] It's just like job done, close the chapter, I'm moving on.
[26:09.840 -> 26:13.000] This won't define me and I'll use it.
[26:13.000 -> 26:15.480] But what's really interesting on this is,
[26:15.480 -> 26:18.640] like when we move on in your career arc,
[26:18.640 -> 26:21.520] that you persevered, you stuck at it
[26:21.520 -> 26:23.500] when you were a player there.
[26:23.500 -> 26:27.680] So let's fast forward when you decide to leave Rhinos
[26:27.680 -> 26:30.140] as director of rugby and take up a position
[26:30.140 -> 26:33.640] working with Steve Borthwick at Leicester Tigers.
[26:33.640 -> 26:35.480] Now you write about this really powerfully in the book,
[26:35.480 -> 26:38.980] you do three days and then decided to resign,
[26:38.980 -> 26:41.760] to go back onto Oldham and decide that
[26:41.760 -> 26:45.000] your venture into rugby union is not for you.
[26:45.560 -> 26:47.280] How did people react to that?
[26:47.280 -> 26:52.280] So they've seen you do resilience, fortitude, stick at it,
[26:52.440 -> 26:55.000] and then they watch you sort of go back on.
[26:55.000 -> 26:56.320] What was the reaction?
[26:56.320 -> 27:00.080] Yeah, well, it's really important it's in the book
[27:00.080 -> 27:02.780] because I think there's a message in it that actually,
[27:03.880 -> 27:06.880] at times we all struggle changing jobs
[27:06.880 -> 27:09.080] and we all have self-doubt and we all have things
[27:09.080 -> 27:11.700] that we don't want to face up to or front up to.
[27:11.700 -> 27:15.500] Things seem too hard and actually I want to go away for it.
[27:15.500 -> 27:16.960] Like it's not, you know,
[27:16.960 -> 27:18.360] there's some things you want to lean into
[27:18.360 -> 27:19.800] and there's some things you want to back off from
[27:19.800 -> 27:22.460] and I wanted to take some risk.
[27:24.120 -> 27:26.000] I wanted to be uncomfortable,
[27:26.000 -> 27:27.960] but I didn't want to be that uncomfortable,
[27:27.960 -> 27:29.200] if I'm being honest.
[27:29.200 -> 27:31.780] And I was just, I was drowning.
[27:33.960 -> 27:38.580] And I got back, some of it was, I didn't have chance.
[27:38.580 -> 27:40.820] If I could have done it differently, I would.
[27:40.820 -> 27:42.000] And what I mean by that is,
[27:42.000 -> 27:47.000] I got up at 4.23 Monday morning, drove to Leicester,
[27:47.000 -> 27:49.680] coached all day, got back to the hotel at eight o'clock
[27:49.680 -> 27:53.080] at night, got some sleep, up the following morning,
[27:53.080 -> 27:55.400] I'd not seen my kids, not seen Jane,
[27:55.400 -> 27:57.800] go again the following day, stay over again,
[27:57.800 -> 27:59.880] work all day Wednesday, and drive home,
[27:59.880 -> 28:01.360] and I get home about eight o'clock Wednesday night,
[28:01.360 -> 28:03.800] so I've gone for the best part of three days,
[28:03.800 -> 28:05.760] not seen my wife, not to my kids.
[28:05.760 -> 28:08.280] I started a new job in a different sport
[28:08.280 -> 28:10.980] with people I don't know,
[28:10.980 -> 28:12.200] and it was too uncomfortable.
[28:12.200 -> 28:15.200] So what I really needed was a couple of hours
[28:15.200 -> 28:18.640] to reset with my family and think about it
[28:18.640 -> 28:20.540] and process it and sleep on it,
[28:20.540 -> 28:21.840] rather than just go in,
[28:21.840 -> 28:23.200] and which I did, I walked in.
[28:23.200 -> 28:24.360] And they love me, they know,
[28:24.360 -> 28:25.320] they know that at times you'll get reactions like that. I'm not perfect, so I did, I walked in. And they love me, they know, they know that at times
[28:25.320 -> 28:28.200] you'll get reactions like that, I'm not perfect,
[28:28.200 -> 28:30.040] so drop me back and say, please don't touch me,
[28:30.040 -> 28:31.700] I'm not going back.
[28:31.700 -> 28:33.480] Then you sleep on it.
[28:33.480 -> 28:35.520] I call Steve the following day and say,
[28:35.520 -> 28:38.400] look, there's a problem here, I'm not coming back.
[28:38.400 -> 28:41.320] And he was like, well, hold on a minute,
[28:41.320 -> 28:43.000] can we chat about this?
[28:43.000 -> 28:45.800] And he was brilliant, he could have really lost it
[28:45.800 -> 28:48.600] with me and gone, whatever, he could have had
[28:48.600 -> 28:51.320] a real negative reaction and he didn't, he got it.
[28:51.320 -> 28:54.440] He understood it and he massively helped.
[28:54.440 -> 28:57.680] So you say that you went away, Steve asked for that time
[28:57.680 -> 28:59.840] and in the book you say you went to Jersey was it?
[28:59.840 -> 29:01.680] And you went for a long walk along the beach?
[29:01.680 -> 29:02.680] Yep.
[29:02.680 -> 29:04.800] But you don't reveal, what was it he said to you
[29:04.800 -> 29:06.600] on that walk that changed your mind?
[29:07.560 -> 29:09.200] So that was about a fortnight
[29:09.200 -> 29:11.440] after that initial conversation.
[29:11.440 -> 29:14.640] So I'd obviously gone on Wednesday night,
[29:14.640 -> 29:17.480] but I'd Thursday at home, went back Friday morning
[29:18.360 -> 29:23.100] and we had a face-to-face and he asked if I'd give it a go.
[29:23.100 -> 29:24.520] I agreed.
[29:24.520 -> 29:25.760] What I was conscious of was
[29:25.760 -> 29:30.400] I didn't want to let the players down or the coaches down. I didn't want to be somewhere
[29:30.400 -> 29:36.240] for six weeks and then say I'm out. I thought I'm either in it or I'm not and if I'm not
[29:36.240 -> 29:40.040] I need to tell them now and get out so that they can get someone else and the pre-season
[29:40.040 -> 29:45.440] is not ruined with a guy who has been here six weeks and then he's gone. But very quickly felt the
[29:45.440 -> 29:51.120] warmth from the coaching team. Now they didn't know, they wouldn't have had a clue and I know
[29:51.120 -> 29:54.800] Steve wouldn't have brought confidence with that but the support from them was incredible. Without
[29:54.800 -> 29:59.040] that I'm not sure I'd have stuck it out because I actually genuinely felt like they wanted me there
[29:59.040 -> 30:03.680] and wanted to help and support and didn't take the mickey when I said what does that mean?
[30:03.200 -> 30:04.520] and support and didn't take the mickey when I said, what does that mean?
[30:04.520 -> 30:07.400] So when we went for the walk in Jersey,
[30:07.400 -> 30:08.480] it were heart to heart.
[30:08.480 -> 30:10.960] He was asking, he was checking in.
[30:10.960 -> 30:13.640] He was asking where I sat,
[30:13.640 -> 30:14.520] whether I changed my mind,
[30:14.520 -> 30:16.080] whether I was happy.
[30:16.080 -> 30:18.120] A human chat, like no rugby.
[30:18.120 -> 30:21.120] It was like mate to mate, it was great.
[30:21.120 -> 30:23.520] And during the time,
[30:23.520 -> 30:26.200] and I shared with him a couple of things about being his
[30:26.200 -> 30:31.160] assistant coach, the trust and honesty between us and the fact that I were
[30:31.160 -> 30:36.000] able to be able to tell him exactly how I felt. It was a testament to him I think
[30:36.000 -> 30:39.600] after three days, I don't know whether a lot of people might have sat on that and
[30:39.600 -> 30:44.880] locked it away but being able to share that with him I think it really
[30:44.880 -> 30:46.000] strengthened our friendship which was probably not the best start you could ond rydw i'n gallu rhannu hynny gyda ni. Rwy'n credu ei fod yn gwella ein gwahaniaeth,
[30:46.000 -> 30:50.000] a oedd e'n debyg na'r cychwyn gwych y gallwch gael gyda'ch coach redd,
[30:50.000 -> 30:52.000] a'r fyny sydd ar gael.
[30:52.000 -> 30:56.000] Ond, ar gyfer unrhyw ddiddordeb, mae'n siŵr ei fod yn gwella ein gwahaniaeth a'n gysylltiad.
[30:56.000 -> 30:58.000] Ac mae wedi bod yn brifysgol i'r holl ddod.
[30:58.000 -> 31:00.000] Nid oeddwn i'n gallu mynd a gweithio gyda'r coach reddf o'n well,
[31:00.000 -> 31:03.000] sydd wedi bod yn ddifrifol ac yn gwybod,
[31:03.000 -> 31:07.760] ond yn rhoi'n amser a deall. who's been so detailed and knowledgeable, yet so given in time and understanding.
[31:07.760 -> 31:10.600] And I'd say that about that coaching team too,
[31:10.600 -> 31:12.400] I felt very, very lucky.
[31:12.400 -> 31:14.400] This may well speak to people listening to this
[31:14.400 -> 31:15.720] who feel like they're in a place
[31:15.720 -> 31:19.400] where they feel like maybe they don't belong.
[31:19.400 -> 31:20.800] But at the same time, if I'm listening to this,
[31:20.800 -> 31:21.640] I'm thinking, hold on,
[31:21.640 -> 31:23.920] this guy played rugby league all his career,
[31:23.920 -> 31:28.880] was one of the greatest rugby league players we've ever seen. I know it's a twist on rugby,
[31:28.880 -> 31:33.280] but it's kind of similar. You're in a similar environment, like how alien could it have been?
[31:34.160 -> 31:41.760] How did this amazing leader on the pitch have such sort of instant, sort of like an imbalance
[31:41.760 -> 31:46.000] straight away? Like it feels so quick to me. Like I, I think any job anyone walks into
[31:46.000 -> 31:47.500] like three days you don't feel you belong,
[31:47.500 -> 31:49.160] but maybe after three weeks you do.
[31:49.160 -> 31:50.880] And after three months you really should.
[31:50.880 -> 31:52.480] Like it's quick, you know.
[31:52.480 -> 31:53.400] Yeah, I agree.
[31:53.400 -> 31:56.280] I think some of that was not having a chance
[31:56.280 -> 31:58.300] to reset with my family.
[31:58.300 -> 32:00.120] So I'm staring down the barrel now
[32:00.120 -> 32:03.160] of being away all this time.
[32:03.160 -> 32:05.400] When I know how important they are.
[32:05.400 -> 32:09.360] Even those, my boys now are 18 and 15.
[32:09.360 -> 32:11.240] So the moments I have with them
[32:11.240 -> 32:13.000] would tend to be around mealtime.
[32:13.000 -> 32:15.040] And then, but they know I'm there.
[32:15.040 -> 32:16.880] And if they need me, I'm there.
[32:16.880 -> 32:18.200] Suddenly mealtime had gone again,
[32:18.200 -> 32:19.860] that and small interactions.
[32:21.520 -> 32:23.600] So probably a combination of everything.
[32:23.600 -> 32:26.540] If Lester had been 40 minutes away
[32:26.540 -> 32:27.660] and I'd have gone home that night,
[32:27.660 -> 32:28.660] I'm sure I'd have been fine.
[32:28.660 -> 32:33.660] I might have vented and had a really deep conversation
[32:34.100 -> 32:36.460] with Jane and said, look, I'm struggling here.
[32:36.460 -> 32:38.540] And like, what do you think?
[32:38.540 -> 32:40.620] I don't think it would have ended up me having a conversation
[32:40.620 -> 32:42.700] with Steve on the Thursday for a start off,
[32:42.700 -> 32:45.800] but it was just seeing that there was a massive,
[32:45.800 -> 32:46.720] massive problem.
[32:46.720 -> 32:48.320] But actually when you break it down and go,
[32:48.320 -> 32:50.840] right, that's the job.
[32:50.840 -> 32:52.800] What are the important elements of the job, right?
[32:52.800 -> 32:54.760] The travel, the family time,
[32:54.760 -> 32:55.960] how do I get the best balance?
[32:55.960 -> 32:57.560] Whereas I just pulled them all together and gone,
[32:57.560 -> 32:59.000] this is too big.
[32:59.000 -> 33:01.640] I hope that there'll be some people who listen to this
[33:01.640 -> 33:03.640] who go, well, that's how I felt some of this
[33:03.640 -> 33:04.960] when I changed jobs.
[33:04.960 -> 33:06.400] I'm about to change job,
[33:07.320 -> 33:09.440] but I've got an idea of what might come now,
[33:09.440 -> 33:10.760] especially if it's very different.
[33:10.760 -> 33:14.880] And when you say rugby and league and union,
[33:14.880 -> 33:19.880] how similar they seem, yeah, it's hockey and ice hockey.
[33:19.960 -> 33:22.120] They're very different, very different.
[33:22.120 -> 33:25.420] Can I ask how your wife dealt with the situation?
[33:25.420 -> 33:26.640] Yeah, she was brilliant.
[33:26.640 -> 33:28.700] She laughed at first and then she realised it was serious.
[33:28.700 -> 33:29.620] She thought you were joking.
[33:29.620 -> 33:31.540] Yeah, realised it was serious.
[33:31.540 -> 33:32.980] She's like, don't come back home.
[33:32.980 -> 33:34.820] This was great for me.
[33:34.820 -> 33:36.900] Yeah, I know, yeah, I know.
[33:36.900 -> 33:37.940] Sleep on it.
[33:37.940 -> 33:38.780] Yeah.
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[36:08.100 -> 36:09.280] See, when I'm reading your book,
[36:11.240 -> 36:15.160] at the same time as all this is happening, you then decide into do round two
[36:15.160 -> 36:18.840] in your fight for Rob and against MND.
[36:18.840 -> 36:21.640] So then you decide that time's limited here.
[36:21.640 -> 36:24.880] So, whereas most people might go, well, I'll leave it.
[36:24.880 -> 36:25.360] You decide to run a hundred and how many miles? time's limited here, so, whereas most people might go, well, I'll leave it, you decide
[36:25.360 -> 36:29.760] to run a hundred and how many miles? 107 miles in 24 hours.
[36:29.760 -> 36:32.560] Well, it should have been 101, but we did 104.
[36:32.560 -> 36:33.560] Right.
[36:33.560 -> 36:34.560] Because we got lost twice.
[36:34.560 -> 36:40.960] In 24 hours, three months into deciding that you're going to recommit to this job. Now,
[36:40.960 -> 36:47.500] we'll talk about the endeavor of like the physical aspects in a bit, but I'm interested in the overwhelm. How do you
[36:48.100 -> 36:53.820] cope with those times in life when life's coming at you hard and it's coming at you fast?
[36:53.820 -> 36:55.820] Because I think there's a lot of our listeners
[36:56.500 -> 37:02.360] will sometimes feel like that and I think you've gone to the extremes to learn some extreme lessons.
[37:02.380 -> 37:06.060] Yeah, well, I know how valuable running's been for me.
[37:06.060 -> 37:07.340] I don't particularly like running.
[37:07.340 -> 37:08.940] It's funny, because three and a half years ago,
[37:08.940 -> 37:11.060] if you'd have said to me, you'd have wrote a book
[37:11.060 -> 37:13.540] and you'd have done three running challenges,
[37:13.540 -> 37:14.860] I'd have said, oh, you're crazy.
[37:14.860 -> 37:16.700] I'd have run some marathons, but I'd...
[37:16.700 -> 37:19.740] So it does make me smile.
[37:19.740 -> 37:23.340] But I just felt that the fulfillment I got
[37:23.340 -> 37:25.740] from the first challenge, being back in a team
[37:25.740 -> 37:29.080] with some mates who just took some time off work
[37:29.080 -> 37:31.800] to give me an hand, and I loved it.
[37:31.800 -> 37:34.320] So I was like, right, let's go again.
[37:34.320 -> 37:37.640] And actually, I could feel there was an appetite
[37:37.640 -> 37:39.640] for us to go again, the MND community,
[37:39.640 -> 37:41.680] whenever I met somebody from that community.
[37:41.680 -> 37:43.000] And now we're talking,
[37:43.000 -> 37:45.280] they're not just meeting people with MND,
[37:45.280 -> 37:48.160] you could be in a wheelchair on a breathing apparatus
[37:48.160 -> 37:51.960] or just starting out on that journey.
[37:51.960 -> 37:56.080] There were family members from people who had passed 10,
[37:56.080 -> 37:57.760] 20, 30, 40, 50 years ago,
[37:57.760 -> 38:00.240] who are now stopping in the supermarket and going,
[38:00.240 -> 38:01.640] thank you for what you did.
[38:01.640 -> 38:03.360] You team are brilliant.
[38:04.440 -> 38:05.720] Will you go again?
[38:05.720 -> 38:08.920] Because actually you've put a spotlight on this
[38:08.920 -> 38:10.080] and it means a lot to us.
[38:10.080 -> 38:12.120] We lost such and such a body however many years ago
[38:12.120 -> 38:14.720] and you've helping us deal with it.
[38:14.720 -> 38:18.080] So that was a big driver in going again.
[38:19.040 -> 38:22.800] Plus I felt like whilst every Rob were willing to fight
[38:22.800 -> 38:23.800] like he was willing to fight,
[38:23.800 -> 38:26.400] I felt like he needed to see me fight with him
[38:26.400 -> 38:30.240] or needed to see members of our team not just disappear.
[38:30.240 -> 38:31.280] Because I think that's what,
[38:31.280 -> 38:34.320] when you find somebody gets MND,
[38:34.320 -> 38:36.500] what I've been told by family members is,
[38:36.500 -> 38:39.960] friends disappear, family members stop visiting.
[38:39.960 -> 38:41.720] And I thought, I'm not doing that.
[38:41.720 -> 38:44.140] I'll be with him every step
[38:44.140 -> 38:47.880] and he'll always know that I'm there.
[38:47.880 -> 38:49.480] And I can't always get there now
[38:49.480 -> 38:50.880] because I'm in Leicester
[38:50.880 -> 38:53.480] but he'll always get a text message from me.
[38:53.480 -> 38:55.360] Every two weeks, I'll try and be there for him
[38:55.360 -> 38:57.960] and have 40 minutes an hour with him
[38:57.960 -> 39:00.200] because it's important that,
[39:00.200 -> 39:03.720] sadly what has happened to other MND sufferers
[39:03.720 -> 39:05.000] doesn't happen to me, mate. And sufferers doesn't happen to me mate
[39:05.000 -> 39:10.000] and hopefully doesn't happen to anybody else who's got MND now or gets it in the future.
[39:10.000 -> 39:13.000] The plan behind the second one, you're right, I didn't have time.
[39:13.000 -> 39:16.000] I felt like I weren't in a position to go to Steve and say,
[39:16.000 -> 39:18.000] can I have a week off?
[39:18.000 -> 39:21.000] Because I wouldn't mind doing another challenge for me pal.
[39:21.000 -> 39:23.000] Actually, I think Steve would have supported me.
[39:23.000 -> 39:27.000] In fact, I'm sure he'd have supported me, but I thought we could try and cram it into one day.
[39:27.000 -> 39:46.960] Which was a bit of a mistake actually, but it was a way of, I suppose, celebrating two clubs that I felt Leicester, certainly in those first four to six weeks, really made a huge effort to make me feel welcome and part of it. And it was my way as well of saying thank you.
[39:46.960 -> 39:48.720] Cause we started in Leicester and we ran to Leeds.
[39:48.720 -> 39:51.240] So it was my way of thanking the Rhinos as well.
[39:51.240 -> 39:54.040] I'm really interested in how,
[39:54.040 -> 39:56.600] what you've seen with Rob and his family
[39:56.600 -> 39:58.720] and other members of the community has changed
[39:58.720 -> 39:59.960] your entire outlook on life.
[39:59.960 -> 40:02.120] Not just your outlook for yourself, you know,
[40:02.120 -> 40:04.280] just getting annoyed by little things
[40:04.280 -> 40:06.960] and losing your wallet, stubbing your toe,
[40:06.960 -> 40:08.680] being late for things,
[40:08.680 -> 40:11.600] just stuff that these kind of micro annoyances
[40:11.600 -> 40:13.960] that we all have in our lives every day.
[40:13.960 -> 40:16.400] Yeah, you're absolutely right.
[40:16.400 -> 40:20.480] Every time I see Rob, I come away uplifted
[40:21.800 -> 40:26.520] and I come away with a great sense of perspective about what matters.
[40:26.520 -> 40:27.520] So what does?
[40:27.520 -> 40:32.000] Family, friends, that's it. Try to be a good person.
[40:32.000 -> 40:38.000] Worrying about stuff that might never happen, being concerned with watching a game that is
[40:38.000 -> 40:43.000] a game down in Australia that I don't really need to see but actually might make me
[40:43.000 -> 40:47.600] a 1% better coach that week from a tactical perspective.
[40:47.600 -> 40:49.840] But actually me spending that time with family and friends
[40:49.840 -> 40:53.040] and doing something for me, actually gives me a chance
[40:53.040 -> 40:55.240] of being a 5% better coach that week.
[40:55.240 -> 40:59.280] Because actually I've done some things that I know
[40:59.280 -> 41:02.440] are important for me and other people get the best out of me.
[41:02.440 -> 41:05.540] So the perspective's been huge.
[41:05.540 -> 41:08.700] Seeing and meeting a lot of people now
[41:09.560 -> 41:10.860] from the M&E community,
[41:10.860 -> 41:14.400] just how important those connections are in life,
[41:14.400 -> 41:16.500] those human interactions,
[41:16.500 -> 41:21.300] those moments when there's a glint in someone's eye
[41:21.300 -> 41:24.960] and they're the bits that we all want to spend time
[41:24.960 -> 41:25.560] on our phone
[41:25.560 -> 41:27.920] and we all got all the technological things
[41:27.920 -> 41:29.800] that take over our life actually.
[41:29.800 -> 41:33.280] I come home from seeing Rob and I'm like,
[41:33.280 -> 41:34.380] my phone don't matter.
[41:34.380 -> 41:36.220] When my kids was, where's my wife?
[41:36.220 -> 41:37.880] Ringing me on the way home,
[41:37.880 -> 41:41.520] I've not spoken to her for six months or whatever.
[41:41.520 -> 41:43.220] Now, like everybody else,
[41:43.220 -> 41:46.680] you go from that moment of seeing Rob and you're brilliant for a few days
[41:46.680 -> 41:49.220] and then technology starts creeping back in
[41:49.220 -> 41:53.300] and then I go and see him again and almost reset.
[41:55.300 -> 41:57.760] The beauty about it now is I get to meet so many people
[41:57.760 -> 42:01.220] with MND or so many families who've been challenged by it
[42:01.220 -> 42:03.520] that there's a constant reminder.
[42:03.520 -> 42:05.080] So I'm very quickly be able to switch back,
[42:05.080 -> 42:06.560] switch back, switch back.
[42:06.560 -> 42:09.360] I think you've tapped into a really powerful technique
[42:09.360 -> 42:11.720] though, and you've mentioned it in the book
[42:11.720 -> 42:14.920] when you're doing these long marathon runs
[42:14.920 -> 42:18.040] about preparing for grumpy days
[42:18.040 -> 42:21.040] or grumpy moments where you allow yourself
[42:21.040 -> 42:23.000] to sort of be short-tempered
[42:23.000 -> 42:26.600] or to be a bit snappy with others. Would you tell us
[42:26.600 -> 42:32.120] a little bit about that? Yeah, do you know what Damien, right, the funny thing is when I've
[42:32.120 -> 42:37.840] spoken to the 7-in-7 team before we've done any challenge, I typically normally
[42:37.840 -> 42:42.960] say like someone's gonna get grumpy, someone's gonna lose it and what I'm
[42:42.960 -> 42:46.000] saying is at some point I will, right?
[42:46.000 -> 42:50.100] But within that, 99% of what I say when I'm like that
[42:50.100 -> 42:54.120] is tongue in cheek, is for me to find the fun and humor in it
[42:54.120 -> 42:57.640] now you might say, well that's pretty dark and dry,
[42:57.640 -> 42:59.580] but actually it helps get me through.
[42:59.580 -> 43:01.000] So I'll give you an example,
[43:01.000 -> 43:03.680] we're doing the 101 miles from Leicester to Leeds
[43:04.600 -> 43:05.800] and we get
[43:05.800 -> 43:12.480] lost so the guy who's navigating, cops a mouthful, right, but by this stage everybody's into
[43:12.480 -> 43:13.680] him right because we've found...
[43:13.680 -> 43:15.280] How many miles in were you by this stage?
[43:15.280 -> 43:18.240] By this stage we're probably about 65 mile in.
[43:18.240 -> 43:22.520] That's an awful distance because you're only just over halfway and you're thinking we've
[43:22.520 -> 43:25.120] got another 40 miles to go.
[43:25.120 -> 43:27.480] Running through a graveyard at 20 to one in the morning,
[43:27.480 -> 43:30.200] like, just not what you want to be doing, is it?
[43:30.200 -> 43:32.240] It's pitch black, there's gravestones everywhere.
[43:32.240 -> 43:34.360] It's like being on Scooby-Doo.
[43:34.360 -> 43:37.600] And yeah, you just want to be on a well-lit road
[43:37.600 -> 43:40.800] because you know at any minute you trip up, it's done.
[43:40.800 -> 43:44.240] So give him a gob full and then suddenly he goes
[43:44.240 -> 43:45.160] from being at the front on his
[43:45.160 -> 43:51.480] bike bouncing out of his seat to disappear. So I'm then going where is he?
[43:51.480 -> 43:58.320] Oh he's back there, he's upset, send him back up, he comes back up, I'm sorry told you
[43:58.320 -> 44:02.680] I was gonna be grumpy, come on we need you, boom, he's bouncing out of his seat again
[44:02.680 -> 44:07.960] he's happier. So I actually find humour in it, now they don't at the time
[44:07.960 -> 44:14.160] because Tom in particular, the guy who got us lost, he didn't know my humour and he was new to the group
[44:14.160 -> 44:19.400] You're not calling the guy that got us lost, the navigator. The navigator, yeah. Tom was a made up name.
[44:19.400 -> 44:28.000] Alright, yeah quite right. But those in the group who, I've got one guy in particular who's known me, I don't know, 20 odd years.
[44:28.000 -> 44:33.000] He's always with me on his bike, he knows exactly when to push, when to pull back.
[44:33.000 -> 44:43.000] The complication in the 100 miler was with seven stages to go and for those who don't know, what we did was run around the number seven.
[44:43.000 -> 44:45.640] We'd run 7k an hour and whatever we left in the hour we had as a break and we did was run around the number 7. We run 7k an hour.
[44:45.640 -> 44:47.640] Whatever we left in the hour we had as a break.
[44:47.640 -> 44:49.280] We went every hour on the hour.
[44:49.280 -> 44:54.280] We got a member of the MND community to ring a bell one minute before a start
[44:54.280 -> 44:56.480] to let us know exactly why we were there.
[44:56.480 -> 44:59.480] We heard their story. It fuelled us to go.
[44:59.480 -> 45:02.880] But with 7 hours to go, there's 49km left to run.
[45:02.880 -> 45:04.680] My legs had stopped working.
[45:04.680 -> 45:05.720] So, best way
[45:05.720 -> 45:10.640] I can describe it, I am the captain of a plane and I've got all these different
[45:10.640 -> 45:16.280] lights and buttons around me like I'm in a cockpit. So, I'm tired so I put the
[45:16.280 -> 45:21.480] autopilot on and then I noticed the fuel gauge is going down and it's right okay
[45:21.480 -> 45:26.080] so that system off, that system off, that system, and all the time while I'm trying to run,
[45:26.080 -> 45:27.840] I've started to turn systems off.
[45:27.840 -> 45:29.520] So I'm not speaking at this stage,
[45:29.520 -> 45:30.520] not really communicating,
[45:30.520 -> 45:32.040] people are getting a thumbs up from me
[45:32.040 -> 45:33.440] when everyone's saying, you all right?
[45:33.440 -> 45:34.280] Do you want something to eat?
[45:34.280 -> 45:36.120] And you're going, no, leave me, leave me.
[45:36.120 -> 45:38.640] Stop taking food on, stop taking fluid on,
[45:38.640 -> 45:40.760] because you just had enough, you're that tired.
[45:40.760 -> 45:42.520] So we got to the point where I'm going,
[45:42.520 -> 45:46.160] seven hours to go, we're going down in this plane.
[45:46.160 -> 45:49.880] My job now is to make sure we don't go down
[45:49.880 -> 45:52.760] before we hit the runway and just try and stay on.
[45:52.760 -> 45:55.400] So when you're in, when you're that tired,
[45:55.400 -> 45:57.880] and I knew this going in, like they said to me,
[45:57.880 -> 46:01.000] we had a brilliant guy who's a professor in sport science.
[46:01.000 -> 46:03.300] He said to me, when you're tired, even out of sleep,
[46:03.300 -> 46:05.320] things will seem 40% worse.
[46:05.320 -> 46:07.760] So I kept reminding myself, I'm not that bad.
[46:07.760 -> 46:10.160] I'm actually 40% better than I think I am.
[46:10.160 -> 46:14.280] So I'm trying to find ways of finding humor.
[46:14.280 -> 46:17.320] I love people making me laugh when they're in that dark zone
[46:17.320 -> 46:20.320] like make me laugh, do something daft or funny
[46:20.320 -> 46:21.560] or tell a joke or whatever it is,
[46:21.560 -> 46:23.000] or start singing a crazy song.
[46:23.000 -> 46:25.080] And the challenge had been really special
[46:25.080 -> 46:28.240] because they'd been horrific and tough
[46:28.240 -> 46:31.160] and took me to some serious places.
[46:33.320 -> 46:35.280] But actually there's some really,
[46:35.280 -> 46:37.040] really funny moments in there.
[46:37.040 -> 46:39.280] And I think that's the great thing about being in a team.
[46:39.280 -> 46:40.720] You're sharing those funny moments.
[46:40.720 -> 46:42.640] And then afterwards, when you've got it done,
[46:42.640 -> 46:44.360] you're able to look each other in the eye and go,
[46:44.360 -> 46:47.000] how good was that? So we often talk about the messy
[46:47.000 -> 46:51.960] middle of change where people are stuck in that dark place and they're too far in
[46:51.960 -> 46:56.040] to go back, they're not far enough to see the light at the end of it and that's
[46:56.040 -> 47:01.520] where morale declines, people's things seem 40% harder. There's lots of our
[47:01.520 -> 47:06.560] listeners that going through that in whatever shape or form in their lives.
[47:06.560 -> 47:11.920] Tell us some of the tips and techniques that you've learned that help us all keep putting
[47:11.920 -> 47:14.200] one foot in front of the other.
[47:14.200 -> 47:19.800] Well this is where my experience in rugby probably helped in 2015, losing five challenge
[47:19.800 -> 47:23.020] cup finals, getting dropped for one.
[47:23.020 -> 47:30.000] The obvious thing and the thing we all want to do is hide away, pull the covers over our head and get in the fatal position, but
[47:30.000 -> 47:35.920] that doesn't help you, it makes it worse. So I always ask myself what's the
[47:35.920 -> 47:40.280] alternative? And even when it got tough during those running moments, what is the
[47:40.280 -> 47:44.160] alternative? Well the alternative is I could be at home in bed, but where would
[47:44.160 -> 47:45.680] I rather be?
[47:45.680 -> 47:47.160] I'd rather be out here running,
[47:47.160 -> 47:49.120] trying to make a difference, trying to help me mate.
[47:49.120 -> 47:51.120] And actually the reason I'm running
[47:51.120 -> 47:53.800] is so that he believes that there's people
[47:53.800 -> 47:55.800] who are willing to be with him shoulder to shoulder.
[47:55.800 -> 48:00.720] So now having a why is obviously really powerful.
[48:00.720 -> 48:02.200] When it's one of your mates,
[48:02.200 -> 48:03.640] who's going through what he's going through,
[48:03.640 -> 48:04.960] it becomes even more powerful.
[48:04.960 -> 48:05.000] And I realized pretty early on when it's one of your mates who's going through what he's going through, it becomes even more powerful.
[48:05.000 -> 48:09.000] And I realized pretty early on that you probably
[48:10.380 -> 48:12.600] got the best out of me when I backed into a corner.
[48:12.600 -> 48:15.260] I hate the fact that it's like that,
[48:15.260 -> 48:17.200] but it's probably true.
[48:17.200 -> 48:20.800] When you really stick me somewhere I don't want to be,
[48:20.800 -> 48:22.080] then I'll fight and I'll come out
[48:22.080 -> 48:23.680] and you'll get the best of me.
[48:23.680 -> 48:26.440] So for people out there who are going through some things that they don't want to be, then I'll fight and I'll come out and you'll get the best of me. So for people out there who are going through some things
[48:26.440 -> 48:29.240] that they don't want to face,
[48:29.240 -> 48:31.320] who are finding it particularly difficult,
[48:31.320 -> 48:34.500] life's tough and nobody has it plain sailing.
[48:34.500 -> 48:35.760] I would say this as well,
[48:35.760 -> 48:37.560] because I remind myself of it all the time.
[48:37.560 -> 48:39.080] There's always someone worse off than you,
[48:39.080 -> 48:41.840] no matter how bad it gets, there's someone worse than you.
[48:41.840 -> 48:43.880] Rob helps with that, with the perspective.
[48:43.880 -> 48:45.720] I actually enjoy being in those tough,
[48:45.720 -> 48:47.940] difficult, dark moments.
[48:47.940 -> 48:49.560] Don't have to be in there long,
[48:49.560 -> 48:52.480] but as I was showing in the 101 mile,
[48:52.480 -> 48:54.440] I was in there for seven hours.
[48:54.440 -> 48:57.660] And it was, it's a long time to be in there.
[48:57.660 -> 49:00.160] But again, there's people doing a lot worse than I am.
[49:00.160 -> 49:04.800] And my job is to try and get from A to B in one piece,
[49:04.800 -> 49:09.360] to try and raise a lot of money so that the specialists and surgeons and
[49:09.360 -> 49:12.720] the best MND people across the UK can get their heads together and try and
[49:12.720 -> 49:15.120] find a cure. And I think we've got something like
[49:15.120 -> 49:19.440] that that is really powerful then. It's really easy to do it but I'd say to
[49:19.440 -> 49:23.040] people out there, find out why you're doing it. What is the
[49:23.040 -> 49:25.180] one thing that'll prevent you
[49:25.180 -> 49:26.800] stopping or turning around?
[49:26.800 -> 49:29.400] And when you find that, you can go.
[49:29.400 -> 49:30.640] And what is it that it does for you?
[49:30.640 -> 49:33.680] What is the one thing that this does for you?
[49:33.680 -> 49:35.800] It replaces playing rugby.
[49:35.800 -> 49:38.920] The fulfilment I got, the satisfaction.
[49:38.920 -> 49:40.860] Look, you play a game of rugby, whether you win or lose,
[49:40.860 -> 49:43.440] whether you perform well or you don't,
[49:43.440 -> 49:44.840] I always got up the following morning
[49:44.840 -> 49:48.760] and felt like that was the reason I was here and
[49:48.760 -> 49:49.760] I was doing my bit.
[49:49.760 -> 49:52.840] You shouldn't have stopped playing, that's gone.
[49:52.840 -> 49:56.360] And this has absolutely helped me to fill that void.
[49:56.360 -> 50:00.880] Now I'm really passionate about what comes across about Rob and the MND community.
[50:00.880 -> 50:04.680] So I know what my next however many years I'm on this planet for, what I'll be doing
[50:04.680 -> 50:05.500] and where I can help. I know this won next however many years I'm on this planet for, what I'll be doing and where I can help.
[50:05.500 -> 50:08.500] I know this won't stop like my playing career, because I know...
[50:08.500 -> 50:11.500] Because Jeff, his dad has said, you've done enough, you can stop now.
[50:11.500 -> 50:13.500] How do you feel when you hear him say that?
[50:13.500 -> 50:18.500] Yeah, well I think he knows that I won't... I think he knows what might happen is,
[50:18.500 -> 50:23.500] and I'm fully aware I'm going to get old like everyone else and things don't work as well as they should and...
[50:23.500 -> 50:26.880] I mean, these aren't in great shape anyway,
[50:26.880 -> 50:29.840] but at some point I won't be able to run,
[50:29.840 -> 50:32.920] at which point it won't change what I try to do
[50:32.920 -> 50:34.120] with the rest of my life.
[50:34.120 -> 50:37.120] I wanna help, so I'll just do it in a different way.
[50:37.120 -> 50:40.440] Now, whether that's on a bike, on a row machine, swimming,
[50:40.440 -> 50:42.720] whether it's nothing to do with physical activity
[50:42.720 -> 50:46.880] or whether it's being at dinners, doing talks,
[50:46.880 -> 50:50.200] fundraising in a different way, I'm all in now.
[50:50.200 -> 50:51.020] I love it.
[50:51.020 -> 50:51.860] And I love that you've re,
[50:51.860 -> 50:53.000] we talk often about reframing.
[50:53.000 -> 50:54.300] I love the fact you've reframed this
[50:54.300 -> 50:56.080] so that of course it's brilliant for Rob,
[50:56.080 -> 50:57.960] of course it's brilliant for the MND community,
[50:57.960 -> 50:59.020] it's helping so many people,
[50:59.020 -> 51:01.520] but the truth is this is brilliant for you as well.
[51:01.520 -> 51:02.360] Yeah, absolutely.
[51:02.360 -> 51:06.040] And at times I feel, well, I feel selfish at times
[51:06.040 -> 51:07.880] and I wanted people to understand,
[51:07.880 -> 51:09.080] I saw this in a book,
[51:09.080 -> 51:13.600] like the great thing about doing the book for me,
[51:13.600 -> 51:15.920] I didn't want to do one, never wanted to do one.
[51:15.920 -> 51:19.520] Like I didn't want another sporting autobiography out there
[51:19.520 -> 51:22.400] that was telling stories about a dressing room
[51:22.400 -> 51:29.060] and I wanted something that were more than that. And I found that I were never gonna do one and I probably
[51:29.060 -> 51:32.860] wouldn't have done one even now if it hadn't been for Rob saying 18 months ago
[51:32.860 -> 51:39.140] Kev you gotta do a book and as you can probably see this guy has had a huge
[51:39.140 -> 51:43.040] influence on the last three and a half years for me but he's had a massive
[51:43.040 -> 51:46.560] influence across the UK and I'll give you another example.
[51:46.560 -> 51:48.320] We set a marathon up in Rob's name,
[51:48.320 -> 51:50.040] which we ran a couple of weeks ago.
[51:50.040 -> 51:52.520] 12,500 people signed up,
[51:52.520 -> 51:56.560] which makes it the third biggest marathon in the UK.
[51:56.560 -> 51:58.400] Out of those 12,500 people,
[51:58.400 -> 52:02.240] 55% were debut marathon runners.
[52:02.240 -> 52:04.280] That number is huge.
[52:04.280 -> 52:08.000] So you're talking over 6,000, 6,500 people
[52:08.000 -> 52:10.000] have suddenly said,
[52:10.000 -> 52:11.500] I'm going to do this.
[52:11.500 -> 52:14.500] And Rob has inspired them to do them.
[52:14.500 -> 52:17.000] It's huge. It's huge.
[52:17.000 -> 52:21.000] And what is it you think about Rob's story
[52:21.000 -> 52:24.500] that resonates so powerfully with so many people?
[52:24.500 -> 52:29.800] First of all, he's 5'4 and a quarter and he's everyone's little brother.
[52:29.800 -> 52:36.840] How tough he was on the field against these giants, three kids under ten when he was diagnosed,
[52:36.840 -> 52:45.000] three beautiful kids. Lindsay, how courageous, she's a superwoman,
[52:46.720 -> 52:50.080] to care for Rob, bring three kids up,
[52:50.080 -> 52:52.920] do a full-time job, run a marathon,
[52:52.920 -> 52:55.680] train for a marathon, raise 100 grand.
[52:55.680 -> 52:58.760] This family is, I think they've shown us,
[52:58.760 -> 53:00.480] because they've been so public as well,
[53:00.480 -> 53:02.160] they've shown us what living is.
[53:02.160 -> 53:04.360] Sometimes we lose track of what's important
[53:04.360 -> 53:06.680] and how we make the most out of the time we get here.
[53:06.680 -> 53:10.240] We don't get a long time, so how do we use it?
[53:10.240 -> 53:12.000] I think they've shown us all what living is
[53:12.000 -> 53:14.120] and how to make the most of your time.
[53:14.120 -> 53:17.520] And I'd also say I think they've shown us all what love is.
[53:17.520 -> 53:19.040] Amazing.
[53:19.040 -> 53:20.880] Thank you so much for that conversation.
[53:20.880 -> 53:22.880] Thank you very much.
[53:22.880 -> 53:27.280] We always finish, as you know, with our quickfire questions, and people at home can listen to
[53:27.280 -> 53:31.360] the previous time we chatted and again, see whether things have changed for you.
[53:31.360 -> 53:37.460] So with everything you've been through, done, seen, experienced, what are your three non-negotiables?
[53:37.460 -> 53:39.160] Always try and do the right thing.
[53:39.160 -> 53:41.480] So always have the intent to.
[53:41.480 -> 53:45.540] We all get stuff wrong, but always try and have the intent,
[53:50.040 -> 53:52.240] be honest and treat people how you like to be treated.
[53:56.040 -> 53:57.360] So for me, that'd be with kindness, with respect, with some love as well.
[53:57.360 -> 54:00.160] What's your biggest strength and your greatest weakness?
[54:01.240 -> 54:03.720] Biggest strength is probably my honesty.
[54:03.720 -> 54:05.480] Biggest weakness is probably my honesty. Biggest weakness is probably my honesty.
[54:05.480 -> 54:12.480] I'm not brutally honest, but perhaps wear me out my sleeve.
[54:12.480 -> 54:18.720] And that means at times, especially when I talk about Rob, I can get emotional because
[54:18.720 -> 54:23.920] if he asked me to talk about some other moments, his diagnosis, getting a text message, those
[54:23.920 -> 54:25.000] other bits, there's some moments
[54:25.000 -> 54:28.780] that I know are gonna set me off, so.
[54:28.780 -> 54:30.660] But why is it a weakness as well?
[54:30.660 -> 54:34.400] Because in many ways, that's what society is.
[54:36.220 -> 54:39.460] Blokes aren't allowed to get upset, are they?
[54:39.460 -> 54:42.060] Rugby players or guys who used to play this match or sport
[54:42.060 -> 54:44.500] aren't supposed to get upset and show emotion.
[54:44.500 -> 54:50.080] I don't have a problem with that, but I just don't want to be looked like I'm a guy who's got tears
[54:50.080 -> 54:53.520] in his eyes all the time when he's talking about something he's passionate about and actually
[54:54.400 -> 54:55.840] there's so much good come out of this too.
[54:55.840 -> 55:03.600] So how do some of those old rugby teammates deal with it? Like when they see you choked up,
[55:03.600 -> 55:06.080] when they see you being at the forefront,
[55:06.080 -> 55:07.600] you know, at the marathon,
[55:07.600 -> 55:09.640] the footage of you carrying Rob over,
[55:09.640 -> 55:11.660] what's their reaction to it?
[55:11.660 -> 55:13.440] They fully understand it.
[55:13.440 -> 55:15.480] When Rob got the Helen Rollison award
[55:15.480 -> 55:18.740] at Spotty at Christmas, brilliant night.
[55:18.740 -> 55:20.060] I knew I'd have to speak.
[55:20.060 -> 55:24.560] I was so nervous because I wanted people to be proud of Rob
[55:24.560 -> 55:26.960] and be really respectful toward Rob.
[55:26.960 -> 55:28.600] And they always have been, by the way,
[55:28.600 -> 55:31.340] but I wanted to do him justice and all.
[55:31.340 -> 55:32.580] And I choked up a couple of times
[55:32.580 -> 55:35.180] while I was trying to speak that night.
[55:35.180 -> 55:38.120] And a couple of the older guys,
[55:38.120 -> 55:41.420] Keep Seeing You and Barry Mac, were there in the audience
[55:41.420 -> 55:43.540] and had been on stage.
[55:43.540 -> 55:45.920] And they both spoke to me after and said
[55:45.920 -> 55:49.260] I don't know how you managed to show that emotion
[55:49.260 -> 55:51.060] and then are able to pull it back
[55:51.320 -> 55:54.220] which I took as a compliment by the way
[55:54.220 -> 55:56.400] but at the time it's really difficult to
[55:56.400 -> 55:59.460] when you choked and trying to make some sense of it
[55:59.460 -> 56:00.460] um
[56:01.500 -> 56:04.500] they could have quite easily took the mickey out of me and said
[56:04.500 -> 56:07.400] what are you doing crying on TV?
[56:07.400 -> 56:14.900] That's in my experience of those two lads that that would be their default reaction to laugh and take the mickey out of you doing it
[56:14.900 -> 56:16.400] so it's an interesting response.
[56:16.400 -> 56:21.400] Yeah I think with age and experience they feel the same about Rob as I do
[56:21.400 -> 56:27.440] and I know that again those two guys and a number of others, you throw that Batman sign up
[56:27.440 -> 56:29.760] and we do it for each other, so.
[56:29.760 -> 56:32.960] What advice would you give a teenage Kevin
[56:32.960 -> 56:34.560] just starting out?
[56:34.560 -> 56:37.360] This would be very similar to what I said last time,
[56:37.360 -> 56:40.640] I'm pretty sure, because I still try and tell myself
[56:40.640 -> 56:43.640] to do this, but enjoy the successes more,
[56:43.640 -> 56:46.320] enjoy the good times for a little bit longer.
[56:46.320 -> 56:48.200] But make sure you do now as well, though.
[56:48.200 -> 56:49.280] Yeah, yeah.
[56:50.200 -> 56:51.920] Still not great, I'd say.
[56:51.920 -> 56:54.160] I'd love to be better at enjoying the moment
[56:54.160 -> 56:56.000] and for whatever reason,
[56:56.000 -> 56:58.000] I'm very quickly move on to what's next,
[56:58.000 -> 57:00.720] very quickly shift on,
[57:00.720 -> 57:04.760] struggle with people being really kind towards me
[57:04.760 -> 57:06.780] and praising me, I'd like really
[57:06.780 -> 57:10.660] struggle with it. I just like don't just bit like look this is who I am just let
[57:10.660 -> 57:17.500] me get on so but certainly celebrating success would be what I'd tell myself.
[57:17.500 -> 57:27.520] If you could go back to one moment of your life what would it be and why? Probably, now this is where I'm too honest,
[57:28.320 -> 57:32.760] probably World Cup Semi-Final 2013.
[57:32.760 -> 57:33.600] Wembley.
[57:33.600 -> 57:34.420] Yeah, Wembley.
[57:34.420 -> 57:36.520] The decision to come out the line at the end,
[57:36.520 -> 57:41.520] I would probably adjust that, but it is what it is.
[57:42.040 -> 57:44.120] Talked about tough moments before,
[57:44.120 -> 57:47.000] like that hurt for, it still hurts now.
[57:47.000 -> 57:50.000] But we were so close to making that World Cup final.
[57:50.000 -> 57:54.000] Yeah, it's a moment that sits with me.
[57:54.000 -> 57:58.000] And I actually think I probably played my best game for England that day.
[57:58.000 -> 58:01.000] However, because you get beat,
[58:01.000 -> 58:04.000] because you concede a try with 20 seconds to go,
[58:04.000 -> 58:05.800] it doesn't matter.
[58:05.800 -> 58:09.240] Final question, your last message really
[58:09.240 -> 58:10.720] to people listening to this podcast
[58:10.720 -> 58:13.620] for living their own high performance life.
[58:14.480 -> 58:19.480] Yeah, I think I'd try and say that life's tough.
[58:20.880 -> 58:21.920] Like it can be a struggle
[58:21.920 -> 58:24.060] and there's some really tough moments,
[58:24.060 -> 58:26.760] but it can be made far easier and better
[58:26.760 -> 58:29.600] and more fulfilling if you really cherish your friends
[58:29.600 -> 58:31.240] and look after them.
[58:31.240 -> 58:33.480] We're not here for a long time,
[58:33.480 -> 58:35.160] but I do know that through those connections
[58:35.160 -> 58:38.940] and interactions, life's so much better.
[58:38.940 -> 58:39.780] Love that.
[58:39.780 -> 58:40.780] Thank you so much for your time.
[58:40.780 -> 58:42.440] Thank you very much.
[58:45.000 -> 58:49.960] Damien. Jake. I mean obviously a moving interview with an incredible guy who's
[58:49.960 -> 58:56.000] done something really unique and special. I think that I really really like the
[58:56.000 -> 59:02.520] fact that he actually talks about the positive reaction that he gets himself
[59:02.520 -> 59:05.120] when he spends time with people who are suffering from
[59:05.760 -> 59:09.520] motor neurone disease. And I think that he's totally right that all too often we shut away
[59:09.520 -> 59:15.440] people in our lives who are real, or they scare us because they make us realize our own mortality,
[59:15.440 -> 59:19.040] or perhaps they're not as mobile as they used to be and we all want to go and kick a ball around
[59:19.040 -> 59:26.000] or whatever. And so slowly they get sort of left and lost. And I think that remembering how hard it is for them
[59:26.000 -> 59:27.120] when that happens is the first thing.
[59:27.120 -> 59:30.200] But the second thing is remembering the power for you
[59:30.200 -> 59:32.560] spending time with people who are in that kind of place.
[59:32.560 -> 59:35.080] We need to stop being a fear
[59:35.080 -> 59:37.360] and start being a tool for inspiration,
[59:37.360 -> 59:39.480] which is what Kevin has done.
[59:39.480 -> 59:40.320] I think you're right, Jake.
[59:40.320 -> 59:42.680] I think there's no such thing as a selfless act.
[59:42.680 -> 59:46.160] And I think Kevin articulated it really powerfully
[59:46.160 -> 59:50.440] that he gets some real power and help and support
[59:50.440 -> 59:52.160] from being around that.
[59:52.160 -> 59:54.400] That means that while he's offering help
[59:54.400 -> 59:56.840] and a platform and a voice to sufferers
[59:56.840 -> 59:58.460] with MND and their family,
[59:58.460 -> 01:00:00.040] he's getting a lot from it as well.
[01:00:00.040 -> 01:00:02.160] And I mean, what's your favorite phrase that you say
[01:00:02.160 -> 01:00:03.800] that you're gonna get a tattoo done?
[01:00:03.800 -> 01:00:05.760] Memento Mori already remember you're dying.
[01:00:05.760 -> 01:00:09.520] That's exactly what Kevin's told us around being around people that have been given a
[01:00:09.520 -> 01:00:14.720] life sentence and using that as a reminder that we're all living a life sentence, maybe
[01:00:14.720 -> 01:00:20.560] with just different different length of time left on it is let's make the most of it in
[01:00:20.560 -> 01:00:22.160] the short time that we are all here.
[01:00:22.160 -> 01:00:27.880] And you asked the question about, you know, why have people resonated with the Rob Burrow
[01:00:27.880 -> 01:00:31.760] story? I think there's also a question here, why have people cottoned on to the work that
[01:00:31.760 -> 01:00:36.920] Kevin's doing? And I think it's because he is like, I know you've just said there's no
[01:00:36.920 -> 01:00:41.400] such thing as a selfless act, but the message is so selfless from him. It's not about him.
[01:00:41.400 -> 01:00:44.800] It's never about him. It's entirely about Rob and the people who are suffering. And
[01:00:44.800 -> 01:00:48.440] he is so self deprecating. And he's almost like, you can see when we talk to me, it's not about him, it's never about him, it's entirely about Rob and the people who are suffering and he is so self-deprecating and he's almost, like you can see when we
[01:00:48.440 -> 01:00:53.200] talk to me, he's almost embarrassed to talk to us about the stuff that he's done. And
[01:00:53.200 -> 01:00:54.760] I think that is such an appealing quality.
[01:00:54.760 -> 01:01:01.720] Yeah, I think that's Kevin to a T, like having worked with him for a long time, that's the
[01:01:01.720 -> 01:01:07.440] self-deprecating, the humility, the selflessness really is at the
[01:01:07.440 -> 01:01:12.400] heart of everything that he's done. And he was like that even when he was a captain, as much as
[01:01:12.400 -> 01:01:20.080] what he's doing it now inspiring people in terms of the incredible acts he's doing for MND. But I
[01:01:20.080 -> 01:01:25.040] think the big thing I'd like people to take away around what Kevin says is,
[01:01:28.960 -> 01:01:29.760] when you think of so many of our other guests, the obvious one is someone like Danny Gray,
[01:01:36.080 -> 01:01:42.640] who sets up Jack, that just ask a question. It's often the intervention of a friend at the moment that you need it, somebody that just comes and has you back when times are tough. I think we all
[01:01:42.640 -> 01:01:45.360] cry out for, we all want somebody like that in our life and
[01:01:46.000 -> 01:01:52.800] Kev very visibly does that for Rob in his darkest hour and I think the question that all of us maybe
[01:01:52.800 -> 01:01:56.800] could go away and answer having listened to that is how can we all be a better friend
[01:01:56.800 -> 01:01:59.920] to somebody else in our life that maybe is having a tough hard time.
[01:01:59.920 -> 01:02:00.560] Thanks mate.
[01:02:00.560 -> 01:02:01.120] Thank you mate.
[01:02:02.480 -> 01:02:05.320] Well there we go, that's pretty much it for today's episode.
[01:02:05.320 -> 01:02:09.920] I really hope you enjoyed everything you heard over the past hour or so.
[01:02:09.920 -> 01:02:14.160] When we were talking to Kevin, there was a couple of mentions of Rob Burrow's wife, Lindsay.
[01:02:14.160 -> 01:02:16.120] She's also been on the High Performance podcast.
[01:02:16.120 -> 01:02:22.880] You can hear her conversation with Damien if you search for her name or episode 155.
[01:02:22.880 -> 01:02:25.520] And just before that, actually, if you're really heavily into your rugby,
[01:02:25.520 -> 01:02:30.800] well, there's loads of guests, but episode 116 was with Steve Borthwick, who's the current
[01:02:30.800 -> 01:02:36.160] England Rugby Union coach. Look, I can't thank Kevin enough for coming on this podcast and
[01:02:36.160 -> 01:02:40.160] speaking in the way that he did. What he's done is incredible. And I really hope that
[01:02:40.160 -> 01:02:45.960] for you, it acts as a reminder that you may only be one person, but you can make a difference,
[01:02:45.960 -> 01:02:50.260] a huge difference to someone's life, a huge difference to the way that we see the world
[01:02:50.260 -> 01:02:53.040] and the way that we should act.
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